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By Pat Lu, Co-Founder, Pahlawan Volunteers

The fear is now replaced by conviction. A conviction to stand by and support fellow-Malaysians who walk the talk. With the hope the government and the authorities will do the same.

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Was I glad to see more than 200 fearless Malaysians turned up at the Anti-ISA Vigil held on 16 November 2008 at the MBPJ Civic Centre, Petaling Jaya.

Of all the Anti-ISA Vigils, I chose last Sunday’s event to face the fear. Simply to be counted as one more fearless Malaysian to face the riot police if needed be. For the sake of our country, our children and future generations.

Exactly a week ago, Sunday 9 November 2008, riot police charged into the crowd with batons and shields, man-handled citizens and arrested 24 people just as they were singing the national anthem and getting ready to leave. It was frightening to watch the video at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kAJik3wYAVw and other videos where you can hear the riot police shouting and banging their batons on their shields outside the Amcorp Mall.

The riot police didn't care if you were young, old, man, woman or child. They mindlessly and heartlessly followed orders similar to robots. They charged in to disperse the peaceful crowd singing the national anthem.

The fear was very real. What if they charged at the crowd again? What if I'm one of those unlucky ones to get beaten up or arrested this time? Hey, I can’t sprint as I used to 30 years ago! I’m a single parent. What if I were injured or arrested, what will happen to my children? Would my aged mother get a heart-attack because of me? These were merely two of the fears or consequences I may have to face. Should I risk it?

Let others do it. I contribute in other ways. Better to be safe than sorry. Then I recalled what I wrote that same Sunday, published in Malaysia Today the same evening before the fracas took place:
…"little drops of water make the mighty ocean" and "ordinary people can do extraordinary things"… Together, we either sink or swim in the mighty ocean we create. By our own doing.

So clever to write but if most of the “little drops of water” stay home, where is the mighty ocean for the next tsunami lah?

I decided to throw caution to the wind. I decided to participate. Though the images and sounds of the previous Sunday’s fracas were still fresh in my head. I chose to confront the fears especially last Sunday. Simply to stand by my fearless fellow Malaysians, “Hey, you are not alone. Thank you for caring.” And to show the government aka UMNO, “Hey, look! I’m out too! I'm no longer afraid! Especially so tonight!”

 So there, I faced the fear. And experienced first-hand at the vigil, “There is nothing to fear but fear itself.” – Theodore Roosevelt.

The fear is now replaced by conviction. A conviction to stand by and support fellow-Malaysians who dare to walk the talk – who put themselves on the frontline for us. With the hope the government and the authorities will do the same sooner than later. Walk the talk. Do the right thing for the sake of your country, your children and future generations.

Negara Kita, Tanggungjawab Kita. “It is better to light one candle than to curse the darkness.” Like many old sayings, there is a great deal of wisdom and truth in these words, but much that also goes unspoken. Those of you who lit many candles and chose to do so rather than only to curse the darkness, I salute you – the real police and defenders of this nation.

It is better to light a candle than to curse the darkness. See you at the next vigil.

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Watch these inspiring videos:
Anti-ISA Vigil on 16 November 2008 at the PJ Civic Centre

They say a picture speaks a thousand words. Below are the videos of the entire vigil where you can hear every word.
J Erm, I got carried away meeting old and new friends, so missed recording the first couple of minutes of RPK’s speech. Sorry about that. Feel free to share. Absolutely no copyright…

Part 1: Raja Petra Kamarudin, Bernard Khoo and a couple of senior citizens
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AGNU3sWKCGI
Part 2: L Chuah, KJ John, YB Teresa Kok
< color="#0000ff">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyI7o6Y2sLI
Part 3:YB Teresa Kok (continuation)
< color="#0000ff">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ORQJA17KCm0
Part 4: Din Merican; PJ Councillor Richard Yeoh on the 12 conditions in the police permit for gatherings; and Pastor Sivin Kit
< color="#0000ff">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVsxFwJCz1k
Part 5: YB Hannah Yeoh and Haris Ibrahim on dos and don'ts at vigils – must watch
< color="#0000ff">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rtq5hB9Cqzw
Part 6: Edward Ling (future politician?) and end of vigil
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JTCXALx0mLg

By this contribution, I hope more people will be encouraged to organize and participate in candlelight vigils nationwide or at least help to spread the word. Simply because...

First they came for the socialists,
and I did not speak out
because I was not a socialist.
Then they came for the trade unionists,
and I did not speak out
because I was not a trade unionist.
Then they came for the Jews,
and I did not speak out
because I was not a Jew.
Then they came for me,
and there was no one left
to speak for me.

– Pastor Martin Niemöller
(victim of the Nazis)
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PAT LU, Co-Founder, Pahlawan Volunteers, a Malaysian Voluntary and Advocacy Group. Join Pahlawan Volunteers at http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=33559455073

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written by Democrats, November 20, 2008 12:56:40
Great picture attachment,

If our police and political leaders are that well behave as the dogs above, our country wouldn't be in the mess we are in.

So please, for those who inserts comments, labeling our police and politicians as dog, think twice, you are insulting the dogs....
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written by Taikohtai, November 20, 2008 13:18:22
The riot police didn't care if you were young, old, man, woman or child. They mindlessly and heartlessly followed orders similar to robots. They charged in to disperse the peaceful crowd singing the national anthem.

They must be on drugs to behave as such. I wonder how often PDRM personnel are tested for drugs while on duty. THUGS IN UNIFORM! smilies/angry.gif
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written by cheekymate, November 20, 2008 14:23:12
I have watched through all the six u tube attachments. Inspiring stuff, well done for organising team. Could we have the hotline number of the panel lawyers to call should we get arrested, please? I am sure a lot of us would like to have the number just in case. Thank you. Abolish ISA! Long live RPK!
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written by Rentap, November 20, 2008 16:35:45
I swear this looks like a gay march.
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written by patlu, November 20, 2008 18:16:28
Democrats wrote: So please, for those who inserts comments, labeling our police and politicians as dog, think twice, you are insulting the dogs....

To add on, please don't insult the monkeys, donkeys, snakes and pigs too. Poor animals, discriminated and lumped together with the minority uncivilized human beings smilies/tongue.gif

UPDATE: Watch RPK's speech (first 2min 30sec not on my video) at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZA6xgBGZs0 - must watch, "stand-up comedy" smilies/cheesy.gif

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written by patlu, November 20, 2008 20:19:01
Rentap wrote: I swear this looks like a gay march.

Couldn't agree with you more. You have to be there to experience the "gayness" first hand. You can't help feeling gay and spirited. Everyone so gay with candle lights chatting under the trees and at the carpark. So lovey dovey huggy mushy and all, even with people one hardly knows. If only the entire country is like that!

In addition to that, it is at these vigils you really feel Malaysian. The Malaysian-spirit, comradeship and oneness without having to go overseas to experience this. It is always a joy and pleasure bumping into a fellow Malaysian overseas. But on landing home, it's a different story with all the crap one re*** in the MSM.

Back to the vigil... A pretty brave and daring gay bunch I must add. Every one of them. As seen in the videos and photos plastered in blogs and websites nationwide in cyberspace for the world to view.

Gosh, fearless too, these gay beings. What a statement they made, merely by their presence. It was only a week after the riot police fracas and yet these gay people were there! Such inspiration! Pity the main stream media did not celebrate these gay people. Matter of fact, these very gay-spirited people inspired me to write this article.

THANK YOU, all you gay people out there!

Pat Lu

Note: In case of misunderstanding, please replace word "gay" with happy or colourful and read the entire post above again. smilies/cheesy.gif

As seen at Thesaurus.com:
http://thesaurus.reference.com/browse/gay
Main Entry: gay
Part of Speech: adjective
Definition: happy
Synonyms: alert, animate, animated, blithe, blithesome, bouncy, brash, carefree, cheerful, cheery, chipper*, chirpy, confident, convivial, devil-may-care*, festive, forward, frivolous, frolicsome, fun-loving, gamesome, glad, gleeful, hilarious, insouciant, jocund, jolly, jovial, joyful, joyous, keen, lighthearted, lively, merry, mirthful, playful, pleasure-seeking, presuming, pushy, rollicking, self-assertive, sparkling, spirited, sportive, sprightly, sunny, vivacious, wild, zippy*
Definition: colorful, vivid
Synonyms: brave, bright, brilliant, flamboyant, flashy, fresh, garish, gaudy, intense, rich, showy
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written by Rentap, November 21, 2008 13:46:50
written by patlu, November 20, 2008 20:19:01

[Rentap wrote: I swear this looks like a gay march.
Couldn't agree with you more. You have to be there to experience the "gayness" first hand. You can't help feeling gay and spirited....]

I think you left out (1).
adj. gay·er, gay·est
1. Of, relating to, or having a sexual orientation to persons of the same sex.
2. Showing or characterized by cheerfulness and lighthearted excitement; merry.
3. Bright or lively, especially in color: a gay, sunny room.
4. Given to social pleasures.
5. Dissolute; licentious.

... which is what I am refering to.

And in Frisco..thats San Francisco for you, normally gay do marches. Have fun.

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written by renoir, November 21, 2008 16:23:12
Rentap wrote:
>which is what I am refering to.]]

Obviously you meant the sexual orientation part, which is a cheap shot at those who, whether you agree with or not, took the time to be involved in socio-political matters. Quite disappointed with you.

If you're studying in Frisco, you might know some interesting Italian restaurants near the Chinatown area. I remember one with a curious name: "The Stinking Rose." The place got its name from garlic - which even Shakespeare made fun of - but which somehow tasted nice with chicken and pasta. Worth a try, though overrated compared with similar-priced Italian food from The Hill, St.Louis. Went to the latter several times with a former student from Mizzou (that's the University of Missouri for you).

LChuah
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